Your words are like
Knives
In my heart
You tear me apart
Making me want to turn
My heart off
Shut off my mind
And just not feel
When I try to fight you
You scream
Louder
And more insistent
My eyes are wild
My breath rapid
And I want to scream
Leave me alone
I want a life without you
No matter what
You whisper convincingly
In my ear
I want to be free
I want to be happy
So I’m gonna keep fighting you
Till the end
Until your the one gasping
For air
And withing on the floor in
Pain
I will fight you
Even when it hurts so much
Even when my heart is splintering
My body shaking
Everything screaming
I will fight you so I can be
Free